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woke up earli in da morning..went to doctor myself..i dun wan anione to get worried for mii..got da usual medicine from da doctor wen i had my nose bleed in da past..dere is noting serious..it hasn't been so serious now..
went to meet Gary n da rest after seeing da doctor...told dem i jus went to do some tings..didn't wan to worry dem...it is raining now..how fast da weather changes..dey r slacking at my hse n Pei is goin to burn down the kitchen real soon..i haf no energy to go n stop her..da stupid medicine is making mii sleepy..
gary was jus so polite n knocked on my door be4 coming in..he was seldom so polite n nice..
it wasn't his promise to me now,but my promise to him that i will follow him whenever he go..i promsied that i will let you see the sunshine no matter where you are..

Labels: let's get married..

it wasn't meant to be a joke at that point of time..but you knew my answer to your question..
wasn't feeling well for these few days,on our way home ytd,my nose bleed..was veri scared but u remained real calm n pass mii tissues..it was reallie nice to haf someone oways here to care for u wen u needed dem...

Labels: thanks Gary n clinque..

people 6.30pm flight to HK on mondae..pls pls pls check ur air ticket n make sure u dun get da 24th feb de n u come n meet us at da airport on the 25th...
SO PEOPLE PLS BE AT THE AIRPORT BY 4.30PM...
cos we were intending to buy some duty free goods dere n haf some food dere..so dun dun dun dun be late...
those hu need memory cards pls inform mii asap...i onli got 4 more extra on hand..
extra money pls bring along..bring more clothes in case of cold weather dere..
4.30PM ONCE again to inform u all at da airport...see u all dere...

stats was a goner in fact..i even estimated how much would i get..seriously i hope dat i can at least haf a pass..jus a pass n i will statisfy..
after exams met Gary,Pei n Edward..went to Town..bought a bag from Coach once agn..dere goes all my pay..i need to pamper myself after those sickening exams..
few backed out from HK trip..demoralising isn't it?i thought it was a grp trip dere4 i rejected to stay in Gary's hse..dat y..but in da end less than half of us is goin..
i dun care..no matter wad i m goin to enjoy my stay in HK..
shop till i drop,eat till i faint,play till i go crazy..
CIP IS A KILLER..HOW I WISH EXAMS HAF ALREADI END..
LAST PAPER N I M DONE N CAN GET READY TO FLY OFF TO HK...

thanks for da v.day wishes,presents..i love dem all...

Labels: if only exams were over..

it was da 3 of us gathered together once agn for dinner..haas..
met cousins after work trng..had dinner at a market place in singpore..dat was wad i told my neighbour son..haas..
cousins gave mii a late v.dae gift..but i m glad dat it came aniwae..

conclusion for the dae:
i didn't meet up wit Gary for the whole of sat..from morning till nite..even till late in the nite..i guessed..dis was wad a surprise..

at 8.03am dis morning surprisingly Gary sms mii..wahaha..

was blog hopping jus now n i cun believe i woke up at 5am wen i can slp till 11..so i blog hopped n decided to come n blog..

some1 sms me ytd..i dun noe whether it was purely conincidental or wad but i saw da 2 of u walking on da streets lookin so happy..so stop telling mii dat tons of unhappiness surrounds da 2 of u..it looks fake..

i cun wait till the 22nd whereby i will be meeting Farlina to go shopping..shop shop shop n continue to shop...

short reply to Tags:

to MJ:i dun need da present for no reason..i haf been happy all along..

to Gary:u haf nv been nice to mii...eek u...but i like da kind of wae dat we r in now..

to Sheena:it's ok..everyting was alreadi in da past..let's meet up one fine dae n haf a heart to heart talk..n how did u noe my blog?

though exams was onli one dae after v.dae but the whole clinque managed to make everyting so perfect..
tons of veri special ppl did special tings n lots of lovely greeetings..
stayed up on the 13th of feb to bake cookies and a cake for clinque n cake was specially for Gary..was nice to noe dat at least he did finished da cake despite being sick..
met gary at my blk..n he was realli shocked to open the box n saw da cake..he told mii he expected someting else..i aso was shocked..i thought i will get a Doraemon but in da end he bought me mickey and minnie mouse..
went out for dinner after struggling wit FFA..met the clinque n passed dem da cookies n went down to our dinner place together..the guys went off leaving us dere to order our food..so we had a chance to actually choose wad we wan to eat..haas..
n wen dey came back..i was once agn surprise by gary..
he came back wit a bonquet of roses..red roses..haas..
such a nice dinner for v.dae..haas..i loved everything that happened on v.day..
thanks Gary n the clinque for everyting..i guessed everyone had the happiest moments ytd..


TAGS REPLIES:

Zhen Zhen:haas..i was oways da one hu threw awae all the fruits n played wit it..haas..meet up soon n take kare..

Krystal:cos u all haf family gathering..haas..

Bryan:now den u realised our convo is so lack of creativity?haas..wad is CATS lesson for den?haas..

Zhen Zhen:happie new year..

Hannah:i sms u n u nv reply..but thanks for v.dae aniwae..

Pei:i uploaded da remaining pics in the foto album..haas..so shud be dere are tons of ugly fotos..more ugly fotos since u r not leaving..

Maine:yah yah..mii n Gary..i noe i noe..haas..u n Chris r another unglam couple..haas..

Gary:u fulfilled ur promise..

Jason:i didn't see u in sch..haas..

Ping:everytime it is the two of us..pics are alreadi up at da foto album..grab it if u wan..

Bryan:no deal...cos i wan both of the apples..haas..

Elaine:unglam princess to me?u r da ugly princess..haas..

Hannah:wad is wrong wit mii meeting up wit mike aniwae?haas..friends is wad we are now..

James:u r wrong..HK first den Desaru..wahaha...

Gary:u haf been bullying mii since dun noe wen..i m alreadi immune to it..i did fetched u...

Pei:i m so happie for da fact dat both u n him were back..haas..

Hannah:haas..u remembered the time wrongly..hope the cookies was the best v.dae gift u received..haas..

James:haas..i will..dun worrie..nice seeing u at the LRT station dat dae..

Yuling:shopping shopping shopping..we need to meet up to shop..

Farlina:we fixed da time m i rite?nxt fridae?see u soon..

Ziping:i didn't noe it was u..so i didn't reply..my fone was spolit n some contacts were lost..dere4..haas..sorrie..i guessed dere is someone dere whom i do not wished to see..haas..thanks for asking..

Gary:i didn't complained all these while..thanks for staying by wen i was studying real hard..i didn't noe u were sick..but u finished da cake after all m i rite?haas..i m veri nice n good to patient de..

Pei:thanks..i uploaded ytd foto le..haas..u r my best friend forever..haas..sister since young...i m simply in love wit ur present..stop spamming my tagboard..haas..i enjoyed my day..

Elaine:we ordered the right food aniwae..haas..superb food plus superb friends=perfect v.dae spent..haas...

Maine:stay loving wit Chris all the time..

Labels: thanks Gary n clinque..

wen Ping had the urge to skip lectures,we went for Swensens...dis was taken before new yr..forgot wen..
n ytd pic's is alreadi up..those hu haf been viewing noe where..
updated our foto album too..those fotos taken in HK has alreadi been up..so Gary Wong stop complaining i did not updated our album..hahas..
as for those unglam friends shot has aso been up...haas..
new year's pics has aso been up..
all outdated fotos has been up..


PEOPLE OUT THERE,PLS PLS PLS PLS CATCH KONGFU DUNK...IT IS THE BEST SHOW EVER..N JAY CHOU IS STILL SO GD-LOOKING..(though i m not a veri big fan of him..)caught the show wit cousins,pei n marmi..haas..Shaw Plaza is the best place for movies..

haf been deleting friends whom i dun noe from my other friendster account as onli some knew of dat account..dat profile has been restricted..i was da one..tons of ugly fotos found dere n Gary is my featured friend dere..haas..
i realised dat everyting was jus so temporary..dat wasn't my intention..but it was best dat we could stay as friends..

I STILL LOVE YOU,GARY WONG..

met up wit Mike after so long after dinner gathering ytd..went off to meet him n we both realised we were better off as friends..we had tons of tings to talk abt as friends..rmb as long as u r free,pls date mii out..n he opened up my hart regarding all those tings i kept inside..he is another one whom i can confide into..haas..after talking to him,called Gary wen i reached hm n was glad to noe dat he cares...

Labels: Gary is loved n i noe he cares..

想喊你 卻沒敢開口
最後只有 流著淚看你走
我想問我 是否只願意就這樣放手
既然無法挽留 只好接受

從今以後 你要寂寞多久
誰能給予你 我這般的溫柔
也許是多慮了 你離開我會過得更快樂
可對於軟弱的我 回憶就足夠

分開以後 每當想到你 就會低下頭
緊握的手 不知過了多久
我相信你 也會有一樣的心酸難受
都曾經深愛過誰 有誰能捨得

在離開你之後 想快樂也只是一種強求
一個人 怎麼過都是愁
懂得擁有 卻未必能讓你為我停留
最後只剩遺憾 拉住我不放手

(ps..maybe we should not have fallen in love at all..or maybe we should think through..or it is that i am just not matured enough..)
sorry for those but i still loved you..

Labels: who would bear to let go of their love?

i did try to study while waiting for da ladies to reach my hse...n had dinner wit grandmother n aunties..it was nice..more of these dinner i hope..
MONKIE STYLE GATHERING NXT MONDAE..
peeps pls take note..we r meetin up for CNY lunch nxt mondae..
venue is Furama Waterfront Hotel..if most cun make it for lunch will push it to dinner..pls contact me if u all cun make it for lunch or dinner..

i dun noe wad had happened to my MSN jus now..it jus cun sign mii in..n wonderfully i did study..i noe my english is bad here...
FFA,BSTAT,MIEC,CIP..4 papers n i can enjoy my wonderful holidays which is currently filled wit HK trip,Desaru gathering wit da usual peeps,shopping trips wit my ladies,WORK,hanging out wit Gary..

we finished 3 bottles of fruit wine..we r drinking alot..haha...drunkeds is wad we are..haha..

n we still continue wit da apple talk..

Bryan:secondary fruit day got give such expensive fruits like apple de ar?

Me:of course..my sch rich ma..wahaha..

Bryan:then y u don like the sch?

Me:bcos of da freaking uniform..haha..

n our convo continue on...on n on n on n on..tons of rubbish...
dere r tons of movies over dis festive season dat i wish to catch..wonder if i haf da time..hopefully yes..
i dun noe wad Pei did to those tings she bought back from Korea..two possibilities..
1st)she stuff everyting into the closet..which i haven got a chance to check..
2nd)dumped everyting into bert's room..

Labels: green apple+red apple=perfect match..

normally my room is quite neat..i can easily find da tings dat i wan..
but now..wit Pei's stuffs arnd,i cun even find my nail polish..
NAIL POLISH CAN U LET ME SEE U??
fine..i might jus kill Pei n ask her to pack everyting tonite..
i won't kill her..she is my besties since young..haas..
i m bored..i dun get to change my fone until cousin clear off all his bills..i m bored seriously bored..
n some1 passed mii 2 apples in da morning wen i met him for big breakfast n we r chatting on MSN..
dis was roughly our convo:
Bryan:u like the apples?

Me:usually i dun eat apples..but ur drawing was nice..

Bryan:only nice?nothing more?

Me:reminded me of secondary sch days wen my sch had fruit day..we threw da oranges arnd like a monkey n drew on da apples..it was so fun..

Bryan:ur secondary life seems so playful n how did u get such good results for secondary sch?

Me:i study hard during da last lap..stop doubting my results...

i noe our convo isn't dat exciting after all..but it is not dat boring..

dis was wad we ate..haas..Choon hin's treat..haas..nice nice nice nice...



went for a drink after dat n some1 finished all da tibits n we had noting to go wit our drinks..


went hm half drunk..thanks for sending mii hm..but i wasn't fully drunk..
on Chinese New year eve,the ladies r coming to my hse after their dinner wit their family..n Marmi is goin to Grandmother's hse dere4 we r goin to haf a real mini party at hm..
no beers onli fruit wine..haha...shall shop for more tibits n choco to entertain the ladies..

here r da replies to TAGS:

Maine:
thanks for apperciating..haaha...

Ping:
i noe..u r sure lame..

Bryan:
u r not included bcos i didn't even noe u at dat time..

Elaine:
i shall post more of ur unglam fotos on my curry blog..be careful..thanks for da compatible..i take dat as a compliment..

James:
wan to meet up wen free?long time nv c u le..haas..

Jesse:
thanks my friends..take a look at my curry blog..dere will be alot of Elaine's ugly fotos..

Bryan:
since wen was my sms dry?my room is messy bcos of Peilin..haaas...THANK YOU FOR THE APPLES!!!

Elaine:
ask pei to pack..i packed alot le..wen i came back from HK i packed it myself aso..stop complaining abt mii ELAINE!!!

Farlina:
up to u..can sms mii wen to meet..coffee or drink i dun mind..haha...miss sec sch days..

met up wit Bryan n Elaine after Lynette's wedding..
wen mii n Pei got hungry,we ordered Mac delivery..
but our orders turned out wrong..it became big breakfast..


was hungry so didn't complained n jus ate it..
haas..
isn't feeling well now due to da freaking weather...
going out to meet chia wei dey all later..

n dis is how my room turns out to be after Pei came back..
it is messy...


wen we got frustrated wit da stuffs..we dumped everyting back..


real random..i haf noting to do..
jus printing tons of tings after my printer has been fed wit his fav black ink..
out of red,yellow,blue and black food..he like black da most..so i haf to constantly feed him wit black ink..
i noe i m being lame here..but i got noting to do other than waiting n waiting den i can change n get ready for Lynette's wedding..i miss Lynette..it has been such a long time since i last see her..n she actuallie do rmb mii n sent mii her wedding invitation card..dis is wad i called real friend..dey won't forget u..
went for Deb's ROM dinner last nite..counted as a wedding dinner..cousins went aso..but it was real boring..suddenly attached to cousin's de 02 fone..he wanted to gif mii da fone..but i dun realli wan dat fone..i wan a slide fone..might change fone be4 new year provided i get my pay..

dere is a gd news dat i wan to sae..
after 10th of Feb,i will be working for M.A.C..
dis is my gd news..no more freaking hell sales managers..no more untally sales i guess..
those hu haf been buyin comestics from mii...mind if u all change to M.A.C?
if not,send mii a email..
tags haf all been replied..my printer is making tons of noise..n Pei is complaining..
she is dere painting her nails black n trying to do nail art all by herself..
was complaining to Gary 2dae morning wen he called arnd 2am plus..
he won't be coming back until 13th feb..da dae before v.dae..but he bought tons of tings for mii..those were da tings dat i did not get to buy wen i was in HK..i will be goin agn..so happpie..

(i told u i said gd-bye..i said i won't cling on to the unwanted past..for wad..after hurting mii u wan to pull mii back once agn..i was stupid to believe dat u n her was onli friends..friends dun hold hands like da wae u two does i guess..i was foolish to hold on for so long..it was a waste of time..i wasted too much time and too much feeling on u..it was useless..i shud haf noe dat it won't be a fruitful relationship..i shud not haf expect aniting from it..everytime wen i saw u giving mii da hope to move on,u cut it off n gave mii onli disappointment..i said it was da last time i cried bcos of u..i sat dere alone..u nv bothered to come even wen friends told u dat i was dere..u didn't bother..so y come n bother now?)

i found him..i found da life dat i wan..though it is simple..but at least some1 knew i m waiting here n rmb to show mii his care and concern..i won't turn back..i won't no matter how much time u used to persuade mii..i will still hold on to da decisions dat i haf made..i won't..i won't..dat was da last time i cared for u and it was aso da last time i cried bcos of u..

don't worry peeps..especially Pei,Maine,Elaine,Chia wei n Choon hin..
i said it was the last time..it will definitely be the last time..he doesn't care in the past..so why should i care now?

Labels: i said good-bye..don't bother looking back..it is useless..