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i haven enjoyed much of holidays..have been heading out for the past few days..repacked room..met up wit Jia n took back those textbk as Pei need them...same course but different sch n different year..but no matter wad she need dat..

i asked u wad if one day i couldn't wait for u..i ask u what if everyting turn back to the times when we were just friends..i don't know..but this few days i have been yearning that i have a bf who i can hit everyday,complain about every little single things that happened..no one listen to my grumbles now..except that i have to call you and complain..how i wish i was in secondary sch when we were together..i know i don't want to be separated with you..i wished i had just a little more time with you..just a little more time n i will be contented..another few months of waiting meant nothing to me,really nothing..i need motivation..i am simply asking for too much..the way that we are in now isn't it nice?some even envy us for the way we are in now..why am i feeling so depressed..is it because i don't have a bf to company me for dinner,for late night supper...i guessed all these feeling were just bcos there are some ppl who are so happily attached..i will not be jealous n envy u for wadever reasons u tink that i should envy u..if he wish to touch u den let him go ahead..dun bother mii asking mii wad happened in HK..i won't tel..all these were my business not ur's!so stop questioning..i dun even wish to answer u..so dun bother..it is just so useless..stop making a fuss..it meant nothing to me that you care..

fine enough of my grumbling..off to meet Carol at Starbucks...mango passion ice blend..

Labels: i, i said good-bye..don't bother looking back..it is useless..

real random..i haf noting to do..
jus printing tons of tings after my printer has been fed wit his fav black ink..
out of red,yellow,blue and black food..he like black da most..so i haf to constantly feed him wit black ink..
i noe i m being lame here..but i got noting to do other than waiting n waiting den i can change n get ready for Lynette's wedding..i miss Lynette..it has been such a long time since i last see her..n she actuallie do rmb mii n sent mii her wedding invitation card..dis is wad i called real friend..dey won't forget u..
went for Deb's ROM dinner last nite..counted as a wedding dinner..cousins went aso..but it was real boring..suddenly attached to cousin's de 02 fone..he wanted to gif mii da fone..but i dun realli wan dat fone..i wan a slide fone..might change fone be4 new year provided i get my pay..

dere is a gd news dat i wan to sae..
after 10th of Feb,i will be working for M.A.C..
dis is my gd news..no more freaking hell sales managers..no more untally sales i guess..
those hu haf been buyin comestics from mii...mind if u all change to M.A.C?
if not,send mii a email..
tags haf all been replied..my printer is making tons of noise..n Pei is complaining..
she is dere painting her nails black n trying to do nail art all by herself..
was complaining to Gary 2dae morning wen he called arnd 2am plus..
he won't be coming back until 13th feb..da dae before v.dae..but he bought tons of tings for mii..those were da tings dat i did not get to buy wen i was in HK..i will be goin agn..so happpie..

(i told u i said gd-bye..i said i won't cling on to the unwanted past..for wad..after hurting mii u wan to pull mii back once agn..i was stupid to believe dat u n her was onli friends..friends dun hold hands like da wae u two does i guess..i was foolish to hold on for so long..it was a waste of time..i wasted too much time and too much feeling on u..it was useless..i shud haf noe dat it won't be a fruitful relationship..i shud not haf expect aniting from it..everytime wen i saw u giving mii da hope to move on,u cut it off n gave mii onli disappointment..i said it was da last time i cried bcos of u..i sat dere alone..u nv bothered to come even wen friends told u dat i was dere..u didn't bother..so y come n bother now?)

i found him..i found da life dat i wan..though it is simple..but at least some1 knew i m waiting here n rmb to show mii his care and concern..i won't turn back..i won't no matter how much time u used to persuade mii..i will still hold on to da decisions dat i haf made..i won't..i won't..dat was da last time i cared for u and it was aso da last time i cried bcos of u..

don't worry peeps..especially Pei,Maine,Elaine,Chia wei n Choon hin..
i said it was the last time..it will definitely be the last time..he doesn't care in the past..so why should i care now?

Labels: i said good-bye..don't bother looking back..it is useless..