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we stayed strong till today...we realised that we are not meant for each other..we both have different dreams,different ambition..but i am really glad that for what we had been through,there is always you and me..memories always stayed don't they?we are still close friends no matter what..just like what we promised in the start..if things don't work out between us,we will and must still stay as gd friends..i am glad that we are still good friends..
i guessed my aus trip is cancelled..i remembered me telling you that it was best that we could maintain our relationship in a quarrel free manner..but we couldn't...being in a long distance relationship really need lots of determination,confidence,trust and belief..but i guess what i lack of most is confidence and what you lack of most is determination..through these 11 months,i learnt alot from u..maybe we are not counted as breaking up but some sort of peaceful ending..at the start,we told each other that we should give each other a chance to see if things can work out..but soon,we started to see problems facing out but we kept it from each other to give each other a chance to work things out,but i guess fate isn't by our side..
i am still glad that we decided that we can't go on like this,we must let go of each other and move on with our lives..
no matter what i hope that now you can pursue your dreams,no one is holding you back..i am happy that i am not the one holding you back from pursuing your dreams..but i might surprise you suddenly by showing up either in HK or Aus be prepared..i am still happy that you promised you will chat with me every night..i am glad i have a friend like you..

last day of exams..met up with zhen at cp..cake and presents for her..had the long waited KFC meal..ages since i last had KFC with her..bused home,slacked,didn't even bother to check out Second life(a game)..painted nails..got damn hungry and ask elaine and qingxiang for help..at first they asked me to order Mac..i dun wanna haf fast food every meal..qing xiang being so kind bought sakae sushi over to my hse..elaine left shortly after me getting the peace call from gary..qing xiang is aso leaving soon..seems to be a too happening day for me..i am not as strong as you think..i want a shoulder to lend on also..but right now i just want to hide into my bed and sleep the night away..

please if you still remember the stupid pact that we made,can you please just have some courage and tell me that you really meant it?but if you have forgotten it then i guessed it's ok..maybe i should really moved on..

Labels: thanks for the memories..