Sunday, 16 March 2008
whenever i remember that we are not separated by some ocean..by a time difference of two hours..it wasn't as easy that smiling alone wasn't hard..somehow i still thought of you suddenly even when i am watching the shows..some parts of the show just reminded me of you..no matter how many days it will take for me to stop thinking of you,i will hold on..no matter how long it take to forget the feeling that i am missing you..i didn't sleep last night..went over to Bert's room and watch drama inside as he was still in Jarkata..i am at least glad that in my house there is still some space that is avaliable to accomodate me in the middle of the night when i just happened to need some time alone..how well did i said and promised in front of you that i won't cry..how well did i say i will be fine..i am just putting up a strong front after all..i also need someone for me to rely on..i saw all those smses..i sweared the first moment that we hold hands it was a very simple feeling..now that you have left,the thoughts in my mind made everything so complicated..i guessed...
The person whom Autumn loves is a matured person..
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