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Rewind

updates finally..wait n wait n wait is wad i have been doin todae..first i waited for Mike to fetch mii to Elaine hse in the bright morning..slacked at her hse till it was almost time for lessons..was late for lesson jus bcos of the bus that i had only one bus from there to sch...LATE LATE LATE..fine..Malaysia later in the night wen i haf to bus down to NYP n wait for Pei to finish lessons n meet Ah Bert..headin to Uncle hse..n heading back on thurs nite..long dae on fridae..updates of events will be up real soon...

ELAINE DARLING IF U R GRABBING MY PHOTOS,I UPDATED PHOTO ALBUM TOO...



to Jason:

play bball again..i wan to play wit u guys..but change court..i dun like dat court..



to Elaine:

dat is bcos u r anti social..n did not add alot of ppl in ur MSN there4 no ppl to talk to..



to Ziping:

i warned u before..i went for training ytd..n u guys gave mii tons of trouble..



to Chloe:

zoo's trip photos are up..sorry for the delay but updated..comments accepted too..since that person is so "kind" to leave comments..



to Gary:

when Bajo meets Lynn,he goes crazy..dat is bcos i bought toys for him..



to Krystal:

pei blogged dat wae too..didn't she?



to Passer:

peilin is not my blood sister..but we grew up together..wad makes u tink she is my blood sister?she is older than mii by a wk..no wae she is my blood sister..



to Ping:

u r all so busy with projects..

sick n tired..went to the doctor ytd..$48 dollars for the whole consultation..fine..had to finish most medicine..slept till 10 plus dis morning..was woke up by the LOUD NOISE by my so "considerate neighbour"..thought of completing my undone tutorial n do research for I&E project..but none could be done at home..even a sick person like mi can't rest at home..

packed my stuff n gotta bathe n off to meet Ping at library n complete our work together n chat as well..

i m back hm after work..first wk of sch wasn't dat bad after all..saw all the usual classmates..sat wit a few hu i was closer to..headed back to CVSS to sign tings for Denise..was forced to did old trick of switching shoes..stupid sch stupid rules...i having been feeling so sleepy for the whole of todae..vomited after work while i was on my way home..Mike was simply so kind to fetch me..saw the real lousy side of mi..went to the Pharmacy n bought medicine for me...blogsong will be change asap..n tags will be replied asap...gotta go n eat medicine now...

it is boring..replies to tags will be done real soon..didn't met up wit the clinque at Changi..chatted with Choon Hin till real late last nite..slept real late n woke up real earli...

ANYWAY,JASON ONG IF U SEE THIS,THERE IS SIMPLY NO PRESENT FOR U.N THANKS AR FOR OWAYS CALLING MII IN THE MORNING WHEN I MEANT REAL MORNING!!!

i haven enjoyed much of holidays..have been heading out for the past few days..repacked room..met up wit Jia n took back those textbk as Pei need them...same course but different sch n different year..but no matter wad she need dat..

i asked u wad if one day i couldn't wait for u..i ask u what if everyting turn back to the times when we were just friends..i don't know..but this few days i have been yearning that i have a bf who i can hit everyday,complain about every little single things that happened..no one listen to my grumbles now..except that i have to call you and complain..how i wish i was in secondary sch when we were together..i know i don't want to be separated with you..i wished i had just a little more time with you..just a little more time n i will be contented..another few months of waiting meant nothing to me,really nothing..i need motivation..i am simply asking for too much..the way that we are in now isn't it nice?some even envy us for the way we are in now..why am i feeling so depressed..is it because i don't have a bf to company me for dinner,for late night supper...i guessed all these feeling were just bcos there are some ppl who are so happily attached..i will not be jealous n envy u for wadever reasons u tink that i should envy u..if he wish to touch u den let him go ahead..dun bother mii asking mii wad happened in HK..i won't tel..all these were my business not ur's!so stop questioning..i dun even wish to answer u..so dun bother..it is just so useless..stop making a fuss..it meant nothing to me that you care..

fine enough of my grumbling..off to meet Carol at Starbucks...mango passion ice blend..

Labels: i, i said good-bye..don't bother looking back..it is useless..

went arab street wit Elaine,Hannah,Maine...shopped arnd...had lunch at Marriott Hotel..the buffet is simply superb...u can sit there n chat..great ambience...spilt up after lunch..mii n Elaine shopped arnd n waited for Pei..dat anti-social gurl skipped orientation..she made no friends..she dun trust ppl easily..jus like mii..we are the same..shopped at Tangs n bought tings..cabbed home after that...rested for awhile..changed n met the bball peeps at the bball court behind my hse..played bball with the peeps...rested n ate KFC at rivervale plaza..slacked chatted n home sweet home..bathed n hid in the room..almost fell aslp since i didn't on the lights..was real bored since Pei n family was watching TV outside..came online..edited photos taken jus now..uploaded into album..saw the comments there..that is my private photo albums...so stop commenting..arranged the doraemons bought on tues...the one wit Doraemon belongs ot me whereas those with Teddy Bears belongs to Pei...

replies to tags...

to Jason:
do i owe u ani present??now then u noe??

to Jesse:
noting happened to mii..haas..jus felt that the song was really nice..

to Krystal:
haas..n i refused to entertain u rite??mus Got title de ma..

to Maine:
felt that have not been talking to u for such a long time..

to Elaine:
cos we went malaysia...

to Ziping:
i jus didn't attend training that is all..still can be contacted through phone..

to Chloe:
those ppl r simply too bored..that y....

to Gary:
i love all the crazy tings u did even thougth it does not fit ur age..n wen Bajo meet mii,he goes crazy...wahaa...

25th March 2008(best day):
met up wit Zhen & Van..town..couldn't decide where to haf lunch..dere4 settle at Taka whereby there will be tons of choices..n whenever i m out wit dem,i will buy tons of stuffs..n dey buy real little...japanese noodle for lunch..quite nice..went to the bkstore..search arnd for Koizora but found onli the japanese version..found another book..bought it...headed off to Hereen for neoprints sessions..but found out that it was closed for renovations..how great it was..no choice..no neoprints..van shopped for shoes..headed off to Paragon to haf a drink n sit down..sat down at Starbucks..wen we regained our energy,shopped arnd Paragon..Toys R Us..bought teddy bear to replace the one dat was thrown awae wen repacking the room..headed home after dat..choing for the MRT seats..headed hm n went online n web-cam wit Gary..real funny..nice day spent n ended well..

26th March 2008(temple day):
headed to Bugis..the temple there wit Pei n Marmi..while on the bus saw someone..shopped arnd bugis after praying at the temple..bought Koizora..which was the chinese version..finally i found the chinese version..bought shorts at Dorothy Perkins..saw Joan who was working at Chanel..bought snacks & tibits at Muji..headed home after having dinner there...

28th March 2008(pig leg day):
went to the sinseh..slack at Mike hse..Mike drove mii down n den signed some stuffs there..



29th March 2008(office day):
went down to the car dealers..clinched deals n leg doesn't feel dat bad after all..ate medicine n fell aslp..

2nd April 2008(7th month anniversary):
happy 7 months..i miss my dear but he is so so so so far awae in Aus..web-cam with him,make funny expressions..

7th to 11th April 2008(on leave):
on leave for the whole of dis wk..headin down to the car dealers on wkends..

7th April 2008(monkie-style-88 gathering):
gather at Punggol Plaza to have breakfast..some not very happy topics started to talk..cam-whore wit the girls...split up n went home..home sweet home..came online n fall back aslp..went online..chatted n went down to compass point to develop some photos..

8th April 2008(Malaysia):
headed back to Malaysia early in the morning in two separate vehicles..cam-whore wit Pei in the car..daddy n marmi went to buy stuffs n ate breakfast at Kota Tingyi...but we headed straight down to Pasir Gudang..book the recreations activity..horse-riding which was the best..called Dad n dey reached..headed back to Uncle's hse..saw one baby..which was alreadi 11 months old..n he is the son of my paternal cousin who was only older than mii by one years old..carried the baby n went to my fourth uncle's hse...prayed grandpa n grandma...headed off earli to the horse club..rode till 3 plus bathed changed n headed down to Johor Bahru..traffic jam for almost 2 hours..played PSP with Pei,ignored Bert all the way while he was simply complaining abt the sucky traffic..reached the supermarket finally..rushed to the toliet despite the rain..express shopping at the supermarket before heading down to City Square for dinner n another shopping..bought heels n jeans..bags was another killer..perfume too...tons of tings bought..dad n mum went off first as Bert need to pump petrol...smooth journey home,no jam at customs..surprised ourself while we were downstairs..arnd 20 coconuts in the car..plus our shopping bags...big headache..called mamri...she came down with a trolley...saw the watermelon at home..real shocking...bathed n slept..

9th April 2008(Qing ming):
went down to Seragoon..met cousins n went for Qing ming..lunched at Whampoa market..called Hannah..bathed n met Hannah at Cineleisure..bought stuffs n back home..

room was re-vamp earlier on..we no longer have beds..slept on the floor..side tables whereby we could do stuffs there..finally our room has a full-lenght mirror n a decent dressing table..decent one..not bad..udpate another time round..


this is a lifeless post i guess..what does it mean to graduate?i seriously don understand..smsed a few ex-classmates n got to noe how they r doin now..realli a few..i counted..only 4..i can even name them..but i jus dun like sec 4..

almost dun intend to go for today's zoo trip..but went in the end..it was very hot,poor Hongsheng had to fan me n Pei as we were complaining abt the high heat that was causing us to sweat like mad..was real fun..talked crap with the usual ppl..n dat real daring Mike actually pour ice water on me in order to cool me down from the heat..it was such a great great idea from it..in the end he had to send me n Pei home..was nice chit chatting with the big group..didn't know y but felt that someone was exceptionally quiet..shall not mention anything more here..guess i shall find out more since i dun feel gd abt her being so quiet..n someone was talking so fast that he actually he should not remind me of what happened in the past..i officially forgive him on the spot because he actually volunteer to carry my real real heavy survivor bag through out our trip..seriously when u have not gone to the zoo for too long,it is really nice to go there n play like a little children..go crazy posing with the animals,making funny faces...it was really fun..editing the photos currently..will upload into photo album asap..buffet dinner at usual place with the same group of people..crazy snapping pictures while we were waiting outside to be seated..the manager actually recongnised me and told me that they will find us the seat that i requested..so nice of the manager..food was fabulous..specially cooked dory fillet jus like how we wanted it to be..pictures had to be edited before it could be uploaded..therefore i promised i will get it done tonight..
thanks to Mike n Bert for being the driver of the day..
e-mail my resignation letter to my department head tmr,therefore officially i will cease work at the end of this month..

off to edit all those photos taken today..n for Hannah,ask Krystal to teach u how to access my photo album..

i change the music for those who have yet to actually noticed..might be quiting my job at the end of the month..not sure yet..went Crystal Jade for dinner wit family ytd nite..nice dinner..nice ambience..nice chit-chatting abt the embrassing past..saw Chiawei there too..wit his gf..after we came hm last night,Pei asked mii really werid questions..i swear in my whole life spent with her i never heard all these questions before..

1st qn:"Do you think you made real friends in NSPS n CVSS?
my answer:at NSPS i guess i made only a few friends..at CVSS i met many friends...though sec 4 wasn't a happy year after all...but i made great friends there too..

2nd qn:"Do you think you have really close friends in poly?"
my answer:not yet i guess..though my class is nice to be with but i don get close to ppl that fast..

3rd qn:"Do you think you love Gary alot?"
my answer:maybe not that much but i will as time goes by..

4th qn:"Do you will forget all the past?"
my answer:i doubt so,no matter happy or not it will be memories..

5th qn:"Do you think you will be happy in the future?"
my answer:of course..no doubts abt that..

all these werid questions made me rethink abt how much i knew her from the past till now..for the past seventeen years..how much do i really know her?or maybe she has already been planning for the future rather than living her present now..but i know forever from the past till now i had her,she was the one who played with me whenever dad n mum wasn't free,whenever we went overseas,she was the one that went with me for crazy shopping living our life without our parents nagging behind..i will be there with her always..i love her the best..she is the best..

replies to tags:
to Pei:
this post is mainly abt u isn't it?

to Denise:
did u attend sch?will relink..

to Elaine:
i noe i noe i noe..

to Gary:
i noe..thanks my dear..

to Jason:
wad present r u asking?present for mii or present for u?u lazy fellow wad..oways do noting where will haf sales?

to Nancy:
as usual or need more?drop mii an sms regarding ur address n the things u need..

to Hannah:
got it..

to Karen:
i aso starting sch in a week's time..but eileen having orientation nxt wk..not sure abt my schedule for nxt wk aso..

to Kim:
haas..i m so touched dat ur fone loves mii n not u..too bad for u den...u goin zoo dis sundae?

i noe the title doesn't sound nice at all..but dat was wad it is todae..thankfully we haf been together for 7 months..how nice things can be,i seriously hope that things will stay so loving forever..
another impt thing is dat tan peilin got into NYP Acconuting and Finance de course..after one yr of unsucessful studies in Korea..she decided to apply for a nice course in the luxury of living in her own hm..
will not be attending gathering n class chalet bcos dad doesn't allow..peilin can't go for her sec class chalet too bcos dad doesn't allow too..so Yah dat is wad our life is since dad came back..
received a letter that there is a package for mii at the post office n wen da delivery person came no one was at home..so i had to make a trip down n collect the package..wondering hu was it from..