Friday, 28 August 2009
this will be sort of a emotional post..maybe so thank you to some of the most important people in my life,i just want to record down my thoughts about saying thank you to them..
to my parents:
through my 18 years,they have been pampering me alot,showering me all the care and concern..no matter what i decide,they never said no..they have been really great parents to me..
to bert & pei:
u two have been my best play pal since young..bert always being the pillar of support no matter what it is even till now,he is the one helping my mum with all the business stuffs..and as for pei,many a times we quarrel,we ignore each other but our quarrel doesn't last over a day..u two are the best..
to clique(elaine,hannah,krystal,boswell,shanti,xiangwei,micheal,lynette,debbie,lavinia and a few more
):
u guys are the best,be it rain or shine,you guys will always be there..i miss late night gathering at seragoon Macs..all the late night talk on msn,all the crazy gossiping sessions..among all of us,everyone thought shanti n xiangwei will be the first to get married but end up i m getting engaged first..but nothing will change..will still be there for you guys always!!!!thank you for all the support..best friends are forever..
to zhen:
we have known each other for many years since P6,and you have been a great friend to me since then..always listening to my rantings,my complainings..and always skipping CCA with me and heading for CP after school..thank you for always being there no matter what happened..bff and don forget our movie date!!!
to some NSPS & CVSS pals:
i m sorry for not naming every single one of you but i m thankful that i got to know you guys..and hope our friendships will lasts a life time..
to pauline,jeremy,charlene,kelvin and yiting:
sec 2 science tution class was the best with you guys..snacking when the teacher is writing notes on the whiteboard..texting secretly when we are not supposed to in the class..and all the after tution study session at kovan macdonalds..thank you for the constant texts sent despite us not meeting for quite some time..PAULINE NG,PLEASE RMB YOU OWE ME A FEW SHOPPINGS SESSIONS AND NIGHT OUTINGS!!!
to Christina(the Indonesian friend i met on viwawa):
hey babe,all the best for your studies in Canada..hope we chat often on msn..how is your mum now??hope everything is fine..and last long with ur bf..thanks for your blessings and sorry for shocking you so many times..
to my poly classmates:
to those who know my good news,thank you for ur blessings..and i miss u guys so so much..let's meet up soon...and i am so glad that i got to know you guys!!you guys makes my day..=)
to Lam Wei Lun:
thank you for always holding on to me..thank you for loving me,thank you for being so willing to tie me down..i love you too..
to everyone listed above,thank you for all your blessings..i am happy to know all of you and i am glad that you guys understand my decision..
and tomorrow is one of my big day..engagement tmr..
Impossible to find,
4:10 pm
Thursday, 27 August 2009
2 more days to a very important day of my life..i always say that i am not looking forward and it makes no difference but actually i am super duper excited and looking forward..from that day onwards,from wearing the ring onwards i will be called darren's fiancee and not darren's girlfriend..it is how people label me as..hahaha..a different status from now on..
from 17 December 2008 till now,it has been almost 9 months that we know each other..you told me forever only lasts in fairytales,i understand..from now on,we will create a future that belongs to only the two of us..no matter what lies ahead,we will always have each other..i won't leave you alone and i will always be thankful that i have you..
LAM WEI LUN,thank you for always being there and always tolerating my temper and thanks for being there through the toughest period in my life..i will be there for you just like how you were for me..
from aug 29 onwards,we will be officially a family..family members will always have each other to count on..
Impossible to find,
7:33 pm
Sunday, 16 August 2009
why blogger posting page is still so weird??ok,i shall get on with my rantings instead of complaining abt the werid posting page...anywhere,i was kind off pissed off when mum called me on friday night and asked me to go to Pasir Gogok!yes,my paternal relatives house...ya we went there but what can we do??????we still have to wait for a lawyer to get things done..and saturday was spent driving around with weilun to go to the police post to register for death and we had to go here and there..this morning we went to the police post and got the cert and everything and my damn paternal relatives has scheduled a lawyer session on tuesday and again i have to go..initially tuesday was job training but Jen was super nice to tell me that there is another training session on wed from 8am to 6pm...it is super pathetic...
another thing was that i was really going to cry jus now and tears were already in my eyes..too many things had happened from June onwards..in front of mum,i couldn't cry..lam wei lun knew it,clique knew it,some close friends knew it..it isn't an easy thing to do,if you think it was so easy,why don't you try putting yourself in my shoes??i tried to be strong,i am always putting up a strong front but do you know that it still hurts alot deep in my heart??sometimes tears jus rolled down,sometimes in the middle of the night i will cry..and lam wei lun always knew it,a soft kiss on my forehead will slow down my tears and it will cheer me up letting me know that dad is jus so near us giving us all the care and concern he used to..i never wanted to let go and the pain will always linger in my heart..
Impossible to find,
7:39 pm
Monday, 10 August 2009
i passed the interview and product exam too.going to have a job during the wkdays for the 2 mths holiday.as soon as i finished the exam,headed to marriott to get a cake!yes an encouragement...hahaha,my CVSS 10th yr anniversary proposal is still stuck with pathetic 3 paragraphs.shall crack my brain for it tmr.alright i shall get ready and head to JB to meet the rest.
Impossible to find,
8:42 pm
Saturday, 8 August 2009
i realised my life has become a usual routine,since Jun,there has not been much girl's night out on friday.can someone please find my life back?i have been kind of lazy to head out nowadays.at least sometimes we still have late night outing either at Seragoon Central or Seragoon Garden or Jalan Kayu.i know i owe Joeanne tons of late nights out,i know i owe Hazel alot of pub nights too.but i just got no mood for all these.maybe some simple late nights slacking is better,can we?please Joeanne Ong,please Hazel Tan.it was good to have them being so understanding all these while,showing me even more concerns,sending me texts everytime in order to know that i am doing fine,always chasing me out to do retail therapy.i know no matter what happens in the future i will always have my fam,darren,best friends to rely on.
DAMN IT,MY MS WORD HAS BEEN OPENED FOR ALMOST 3 HOURS BUT NOT A SINGLE WORD HAS BEEN TYPED!AND IT IS DUE ON 14 AUG AND I HAS TO FINISH IT EARLIER SO THAT I CAN SEND IT TO ZHEN AND LET HER DOUBLE CHECK!OMG.SLAP ME.
my damn bf has been too engrossed in his Wii!his eye is still quite swollen and red.slap him.
Impossible to find,
2:50 pm
Wednesday, 5 August 2009
all about lam wei lun darren(some are in chinese)
full name:lam wei lun darren
nickname:Superman
age:22
height and weight:180cm & 65KG
血型:O型
抽烟:需要才抽
饮酒:偶而小酌
个性:勇敢负责,外冷内热,冷酷孤僻
我的爱情观:天长地久是童话的玩笑,曾经拥有才是最美的回忆
我的恋爱专长: 一手好厨艺,两人共进美食佳肴,注重家庭,你的父母也是我的爹娘,经济独立,你的生活由我来照顾
恋爱座右铭: 完美只是在童话。缺陷美才是爱情。
与另一半最浪漫的事: 牵手看日出
自我介绍:请原谅我那麼执著,为了梦 追到天空角落,伸出手捉住了风,我放开了你,没想过 没有温度的爱有多痛,请原谅我让你一个人过,失去了你 还要梦想做什麼,这一次 我会握紧你的手,一错再错 什麼都不懂的是我
关系:老公老婆
花朵:1100
同住第169天
Impossible to find,
3:28 pm
Tuesday, 4 August 2009
i decided to get the Longchamp bag.but i m going to get that bag with my own salary.haha.anyway,showed a couple of friends on msn LAM WEI LUN's photo,shena's reaction and her words super funny.she told me his whole face is girl's alert!
random note,we are finally able to go shopping together!
Impossible to find,
4:36 pm
Sunday, 2 August 2009
yesterday was getting stocks for the 3 shops as well as packing the stocks for the new shop.met up with my fam for high tea buffet at Grand Paragon hotel which was where we stayed for the night too.i only had veggies for lunch,had my manicure done while doing some essential shopping before heading to the shop.packed stocks till 9pm+ and darren finally realised the time and decided to go and buy dinner.blame the damn traffic which lead him to be stuck in the traffic for almost 2 hrs.i had to close the shop and almost fainted from gastric pain,rushed to the toliet to vomit and when he finally came,fall aslp once i was in the car.darren got damn lazy and decided to head to a hotel and stay for the night.
today wasn't that bad at all.at least i am at City square,the comfort zone.haha.
tomorrow will be work at Lucky plaza.still considering whether to get the bag from Longchamp.(darren has transferred money into my account for me to get the bag,but i m still considering)
this is how much i get pampered by darren lam.
Impossible to find,
8:01 pm