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i am glad when i needed someone,you were there.
and now you are still here.

i was wondering last night if darren was working for someone else and not his dad,how will things be?it is great that his parents told him to stay by me until everything is stable.

don worry everyone,i will stay strong.i am sure i can be strong.
always look on the brighter side of life.

upcoming important event:
GRADE 15 cello exam!(pray hard i pass)

i need to do some retail therapy.considering about the marc jacobs that i longed for.
on a side note,cousins got me the chanel that i wanted!this is how nice my fam is!

it is a tough period now at home but i will do my best to not cry,to smile,to keep the best memories because i have many people supporting me.
thanks for the support,meanwhile i will stay strong.

rest of post @ hateityetloveit.livejournal.com

it is good when you have a friend who drive and willing to go to your house and collect your laptop.because i will be dying of boredom because joeanne is LATE!she was the one who suggested meeting for dinner but she is late.so we are slacking at paragon bucks while waiting for her.and the only thing qx and edmund is grumbling about is the expensive parking fees.

i want to blog about this korean song:Thank You (lyrics as follows)
thank you
for staying by my side
nervous
walking this road with you
i love you
the awkward words that i want to say in front of you
be blessed
i must let you live well
sorry
for meeting someone like me
painful
i am still lacking in many ways
i will be by your side until the end
i will protect the beautiful you
i pray not to release this hand even if i die
i promise to walk with you until the end of time
because of the extreme love
can be worn out of time
i vow to keep the beautiful memories
and even the days that we cried
sorry
for not being able to be better
painful
that i am always lacking in some ways
i will protect you until the end,even if it's hard
i will protect the beautiful you
i pray not to release this hands even if i die
i promise to walk with you until the end of time
because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
i vow to keep the beautiful memories
and even the days that we cried
only you can forgive my heart
even though i am imperfect
even though i am lacking in many ways
i sincerely want you
even if the days of difficulties were to come
i will not release the two hands that i hold until the end of time
because the extreme love
can be worn out of time
i vow to keep the beautiful memories
and even the days that we cried
thank you
for being by my side


darren found this song,super touching.

i feel so much happier after talking to zhen,lam wei lun & co,hannah n qx online..

thank you very very much..love u all many many..

p/s:me n zhen made a date to watch new moon together,got evidence liao.zhen u cannot run away.

i am happier now despite the freaking amount still don tally!


tan pei lin just smsed me and told me what she got for me from Korea bcos it is our habit that we give each other the gifts we bought on at the end bcos she is going back tmr nite and i am unable to go to the airport.she bought me a Korea LG phone,very style one,only can find in Korea but i cannot use in Singapore cos the settings is not right and she happily forgot to ask that person to change the settings,see how nice she is.i am getting quite grumpy becos i can't used that phone,and darren lam is having second thoughts about fetching me tmr and the amount still does not tally and there is no one to help me!

Impossible to find,
12:02 pm

Wednesday, 13 May 2009

i hate people owing me money and not replying my msg!i got alot of complaints right now.and i think right now i should use keypad phone and not touch screen phone!

Impossible to find,
3:31 pm

Tuesday, 12 May 2009

i am super bored here and therefore i m randomly typing things here.bored bored bored.i tried another cheesecake receipe and mms the pic to lam wei lun and he was like saying "don try other,i want the original one better"
so i guess i should stick to the original receipe so that he will not have complaints.

i must get my stuffs packed before thurs so that i can make the cake on thurs nite/fri morning(after twelve midnite) and i mus leave at 5.45 to catch the 8pm ferry!

off to update wretch and livejournal!

Impossible to find,
10:03 am

Monday, 11 May 2009

i realized many were confused about the previous post but it is all over,and today,the right side is a lucky side because my heels broke when i was walking back to the office after lunch!which is like omg,at least i have great colleagues who is willing to walk back and take another pair of shoe for me.i stood there waiting and started to text darren,hannah,joeanne,lavinia,xe,lionel and euu shan to tell them what happened i guess it was just not my day!

Impossible to find,
3:21 pm

Saturday, 9 May 2009

i think i am really super lucky,be it whose luck was it,darren's luck or my luck,all i can conclude is that we are super lucky..
darren's dad wanted him to go over to Pelangi Plaza to collect new stocks first before coming back to CS and i was with him.all because we want to take short cut(i mean we don wan to take the escalators to the 4th floor from basement 2)therefore we took the lift and we were lucky that we took the lift on the right and not on the left..when we reach the shop,they (steven,hannah,wei yi,kok wee,lionel) were like asking us are we hurt and the two of us shot them the total blur look,so they told us the details and we realised we were really lucky...when we were in the lift,we carried almost like S$8000 worth of valuables,excluding my gucci bag+wallet n his porter bag..

conclusion,don take the lift whenever you are in JB especially city square.so i am like sitting at the most inside where all the money are,where all our bags are,the fact is i am scared.

Impossible to find,
1:19 pm

Friday, 8 May 2009

read also @ http://hateityetloveit.livejournal.com
and i keeping 3 blogs at one time,blogger will be the most open and random,livejournal is depends on my mood,wretch will be heart feelings.

i think i like the way you shot people with your angry glare!

Impossible to find,
3:42 pm

Sunday, 3 May 2009

lam wei lun,what you want for your birthday?idea leh!
you never tell me anything except to keep the 15th to 17th may free just because your birthday is on the 16th of may..

any ideas on what to get for him?
those people at Fun City,i know you all are reading my blog,sms me the ideas ok?

Impossible to find,
5:19 pm

Saturday, 2 May 2009

darren lum wei lun is a bastard!hahahahahahahahahahaha.
but i love this bastard like mad!

Impossible to find,
11:28 pm

Friday, 1 May 2009

it is Tiffie competition on sat morning and prayed hard that everything will be well for her..darren n best friend is uncomfortable about leaving their cars at changi airport carpark till sun..i am going to meet christina n few others for high-tea and shopping with the rest..pray hard i can get what i want from Sogo..

and i can't fall asleep now because the room is kind off big and empty..and practically everyone including darren,best friend,hannah & krystal,edmund are snoring away in their room but i can't sleep at all..i am munching on spicy tapioca chips and some spicy indonesian chips..eating too much will cause my old illness to be back and causing me to turn into a vampire(internal joke)..

Impossible to find,
2:37 am