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Rewind

darren just cut his hair and i dyed my hair which is not really obvious and we are meeting family at marriot for dinner..

sidenote:mum & dad offered me a 3 days 2 nights trip back to Jarkarta,yes or no?

it has been quite sometimes since i blog,but ya,everything is going on well,someone gave me a breakfast treat(fried carrot but without the egg and a bottle of orange juice)..and i met darren for 3 consecutive days this wk and i am going to meet him for both sat and sun..

and most importantly,
best friends don forget each other,best friends are always remember in the heart..

i have been sleeping with both the tv and laptop on..what a waste of electricity!
sidenote:MR LUM,DON FORGOT YOU OWE ME SOMETHING!

decided to go to the night safari instead of zoo tonight and instead of heading out today,i decided to be couch potatoes with darren at home,yes he came over.and i am kind of glad that krystal & micheal,hazel & benard,hannah & wei yi will be coming with us too.

but it is not awarkard with just the two of us,it is just that the more the merrier.and we have decided that we shall head over to the old airport hawker centre for nice foods,head over to kallang leisure park for ice-cream,buy some snacks and then night safari!

best friend is enlisted!hope every thing will go on smoothly for you.

i am considering three options on later!
1st option: head to the zoo(very not-like-me kind of outing becos i hate to get sweaty and smudging all my make up but i have a sudden craving of zoo outing)

2nd option: get my butt over to JB and do hair extension and hair treatment and have bbq!

3rd option: get D to come over and wait for dinner with family.

i think most probably i will stick with the 3rd option becos i think i sprained my ankle on my way down the stairs while rushing to met ting for lunch.

attachment has been rather great but just that it is making trouble for everyone bcos i don get access to their network drive and if they ask me to help them key in stuffs into Accpac(accounting software) they will have to copy the data into a thumbdrive then into my "com"..but this wk has been pretty enjoyable becos i get to work arnd rather than jus facing the com..

thursday was a super funny day,bcos hannah turned the lunch hour into a shopping spree hour,she spent like 400++ in less than an hour,bet Mr Goh(her manager)will be damn shocked every time bcos hannah come back from lunch with tons of shopping bags..HANNAH GRACE CHUNG AI JIA bought me gummy bears!!and it lead me to discover a super way of eating gummy bears..there is this cute guy in my company who asked me to fill in IR8A form on the 2nd day of my atp and the way he eat gummy bears is super funny..he will take the gummy bear,look at it,observe it and slowly bite off the hand,then talk to you,then bite the legs,then talk again,then he will bite the head and talk again and finally he eat the body..can you imagine a cute guy eating gummy bear this way??he is a nice guy so i shall not named him in case someone knows him and discover him eating gummy bears this way..he is really cute so hope the gummy bear eating part don spoil his image..

dad is still complaining about me getting home real late and i am still waiting for darren to get out of his shower and call me..

SOKKIE!!!!long distance calls are sure expensive but i will call you often!!!by using the home phone it will be less expensive!!


random:i wan to drop by Chanel and check on the reservation for the ring.

i am glad we are still best friends,thanks for the surprise visit.

mom & dad has been complaining that i am always home only at the weird hours on wkends and they never get to see me on weekends..that is all because i am always heading to meet darren during the weekends..

it has been a long time since i "updated" my blog,i means update based on what is happening daily rather than update on what is on my mind..the last proper update was on 28 march,a week ago..
from mon to thurs was mainly the same old routine,wake up at 6am,prepare for work,rushed to take the lrt then change to mrt,chiong for seats,dozed off in the mrt,reached work place and start doing my stuffs..which means facing Accpac and Excel till 5.45pm and head to meet qx for dinner,chat and then he will send me home and i will slack my night time away either sleeping or playing GG with sangey & co..it is really nice to chat with sangey,xander and sarah..they are the ones who are my friends in GG,they will buy me clothes,invite me to parties and share alot with me..

friday was a day that i finally had some life,night life i mean..for two consecutive fridays i went partying..it was nice to drink,chill,see how ur friends go wild once they get drunk..all the unglam things happened at one go and it is super hilarious..
i went to JB for two consecutive days,both sat and sun..sat was steamboat craze with darren & co but sun was bbq craze with them..can u imagine eating one bbq chicken wing at jus RM1 which means less than Sin $0.50..there are alot of varieties too..so yah i end up eating tons of bbq and that crazy nerve darren ask for my water bottle knowing i will bring my 750ml water bottle every where i go and so he asked me for that..with a surprise,he actually walked over to the market which has the passion fruit drink that i loved!!total madness when i saw that he came back with the water bottle of passion fruit drink!!!it is crazy but i just love the way he does some things..it was counted as supper so he had no choice but to drive me home..the whole idea of driving me home is driving out of the customs,send me to woodlanes so i can flag a cab home and he going back to the customs,it is kind off funny..

alright i am once again hooked on GG,waiting for xander to finish all his assignment before he come online so that we can have a proper emo ranger gathering with all the new rangers..and i am going to brief all the new rangers on what to do when they become one of the ranger in SL..half an hour more before the daily coffee party begins and Serena will there..

bye world..

i am really indecisive,during lunch time i still called denise and whined at her about me changing my mind about pub after work but me still went after work.i can't make up my mind whether to go JB and look for darren & co.

i am still searching for the right moments where our love prove to us.
i am still looking for the day where you will hold me tight and not let go.
i am still searching for the common wonderful memories we shared.
i am still looking for the right time in our relationship.
i am still searching in the wrong state of mind.
i am still looking out for "him" when i know you are here.
i am still hoping that you will be here despite me being so indecisive.
i am still praying hard that i don't have to say those words.
i am still wondering if we are meant for each other as a couple or as best friends.
i am still wondering what to do with our relationship.

it is not one that i can easily let go.
it is not one that i can easily say good bye to.
it is not one that i have the courage to let go of.
it is not one that i can set my mind on for forever.
it is not one that i am 100% sure of.
it is not one that i believed you are.
it is not one that i can prove me wrong.
it is not one that i can give up my reliance on.
it is not one that i can do without in my life.

you both are important to me.but i need some time to clear my thoughts,to make up my mind,to be sure what is it that i really want.
you both know how important both of you are to me.and i hope you both know how much i am relying on you two.

p.s for all these but i really should get to sleep as tution starts at 9am tmr!!!