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Rewind

was on leave for two consective days on thursday n friday..worked my saturday away and again sunday is my rest day..i will be working for wkends starting from next wk..other than the days that i am covering duties for some people..
i am kinda glad that i spent my Sunday well..

Morning was breakfast with mum at Delifrance..totally fab..shopped for groceries n essential at my fav supermarket..in case u guys forget,i HATE ntuc..went to Lee Hwa Jewellery n we went to decide on my 18th bdae present..sound early but it take them 3 months to find the exact same diamond that is needed to get the ring done so yah..by the time they found it n we are able to collect it,it might have already passed my bdae..the salesgirl should be really happy becos at first i saw the ring on the brochure which didn't turn out so nice when i saw the exact one..another one caught my eyes(price=$5000++),the salesgirl actually showed us another one from the Destinee collection..that really caught my eyes(price after discount=$14000)..charged to dad's credit card..LYNN IS A HAPPY GIRL..
home and qx came over..it has been rather quiet at my house since she left for Korea..qx was playing dota all the way n i helped mum get ready for her bdae celebration by aunties..they are heading out for dinner..bert decided to head out with his gf to town which means no one is going to be home for dinner..i m going to cook fried rice..F1 race at 7.30pm..shall cook before that..

lovelies,i want to meet everyone as soon as possible..sorry for the delays but it is all worth the waiting..taggies will be replied asap..if u are interested in getting comestics from me(cheaper than retail price),please do drop me an email @ lynn_streetladies@hotmail/yahoo.com..

for the sake of money,i can't do nail art,acrylic nails or whatever shit that has regard to nails..i have to leave my nails alone in their usual condition like secondary sch bcos by peeling off those plastics wrapping of the phone cases not only make my acrylic nails chips,spoil my nail polish,make my nails super ugly n most of all waste my money..
occasionally i do go for manicure..despite the fact that i own branded bags doesn't mean i m rich..those are simply money from parents,my own saving(very little part of it),gifts from friends..

i know all these are random but some people decided to piss me off..

a Queen in making..let's wait for the new Queen to throw the old one off the throne..

IS enrolement day today..so finally i got a timetable to compare with the rest..headed to town to meet qx..slacked at paragon starbucks alone due to qx's last minute decision to get home n bathe first before meeting me..chatted with hazel on the phone...too many people were eyeing the table that i was sitting so decided to leave..went to Metro and shopped arnd..saw familiar faces..slacked at their counter n chatted with them..trained to PS to make things easier for qx..

IT WAS SURPRISE SURPRISE SURPRISE...all black day for the two of us..
he bought me white rose..just one yet it feels so great..dinner at Cafe Cartel..caught the last train back home..i am trying my utlimate best to be a good girl and be home as early as i can..

there were some mistakes in my ferry ticket and i wasn't able to board the ferry...qx forsake his $32 ferry ticket and cabbed back to sk with me..i hate it when these kind of things happened..dad & mum went back to uncle's hse in malaysia this morning..borrowed car from bert n qx & me drove in...dinner then shopping then car wash then petrol then headed home..spent tons on dinner...

chee cheong fun+chao kway tiao+sambal tapioca leaves+hot plate tofu+sambal kailan+butter crayfish+sourplum drink+coconut drink...

somehow i lost my way but you found me..i am glad that you found me too..

12 Sep(Friday)
bused to rp with qx,stayed till 12 plus..bused back to sk to meet chee yen for chem tution..bumped into karen while waiting..studies at skcc..shared some past experience with her..it was the truth mainly..what she told me make me reflect on my 4 years in CVSS..

Secondary 1
i didn't have a very great class despite the fact that i was in the second best class,sec 1H..there were quite a lot of selfish people in the class..conflicts happenend..sucky year..despite those freaky classmates i have,i have great people who were there..results were a goner ,hopeless..

Secondary 2
results drop like mad,got into 2F..became the chairman of the class due to my very blur form teacher..had fun like no one business..sold chocolate & corn in school..conflicts between grp members..turned a deaf ear during lessons,exchanged sms with clinque as usual..skipped cca n met up with qx,cw,ch,amanda,carol after sch..slacked at rm..results as usual was a goner,hopeless and expected..bucked up during the last few months,managed to get promoted up into sec 3..lose some friends in the process but i m somehow happy that i lose them..because i gain more friends in return..

Secondary 3
3Gwasn't counted as a good class as compared Zhen zhen,was jus the usual jus like qx n the rest..usual recess break was spent with zhen..more n more frequent visits to compass point after sch..it was unlikely that mum got to see me before she goes to sleep..as usual,school in the morning,followed by afternoon study programme/cca in the afternoon then dinner with the usual peeps..homed at the wee hours..qx n guys made effort to motivate me to study or even study with me because they knew i can't get retained and they happened to be taking O lvl that year..managed to pull my results up,wasn't that bad..successfully promoted up to sec 4 express..

Secondary 4
despite the fact that i made it up to sec 4,i did not have any close girlfriends in the same class with me,so mainly i act alone..recess was the happiest time because it was spent with zhen eating siew mai at some ulu staircase followed by toliet break n then back to class..many things happened n i cried in class for the first time in my 4 years in cvss..i hate that sucky feeling..i realised 4 years of friendship is simply nothing as compared to someone whom someone you just knew that year..cca ended,went to asp alone,slacked at rm after asp while waiting for usual clinque to finish sch..i told myself no matter what i had to get into poly and the course that i wanted..i don't give a damn to friendship at that particular point of time because i feel that no matter what true friends stay no matter what happened..mug like mad during o level period,didn't bother to give a damn regarding those people who are not worth it...O levels results proved to me that what i did was worth it..

when i was in primary school,i can easily get close to people even in the school bus i can make alot of friends..
when i got into secondary school,i was also like these but after sec 2,i realised it takes some time to get to know people..
now i got into poly,i took even longer to get close to people..but i m glad i have Lok Kok Gang..

13 Sep(Saturday)
woke up at 4am..went to maine's hse to help her with the make up..5 girls helping her..she should be very honoured..homed and slacked..prepared and headed out,met qx n off to maine's wedding..

i shall spend my sunday out with shopping and party at night..won't be blogging for the whole of next week..do miss me...

i will be working at M1 soon..from the start of next week!
if there is anything,please try to convey it in an SMS form!
if it is very important,try giving me a call.(if i never reply means i am busy serving customers)
if it is not very urgent,try dropping me an sms.(reply may take sometime)
if it is regarding dating me,just drop me an sms.(i will call you back as soon as possible)

i have actually been online for quite some time due to some personal stuffs..spending much much quality time with qx..i have been trying to avoid a particular someone at home,NO it is not my parents..i spent tuesday morning at home packing all my newly purchased stuffs from monday shopping trip..too much stuffs in my wardobe..threw a few bags away because they are either too old/out of fashion/spoilt..i found some newly purchased bed sheets at one corner of the wardobe..went out to meet qx,elaine,mike at night..dinner at jalan kayu n headed back to qx hse..stayover..woke up at 6am plus due to qx turning n tossing around,replied some sms at that hour..went back to sleep..woke up at 10am plus..as usual,qx didn't went to sch..back home,bathed,log on to second life n a few of my friends on second life invited me to be part of the emo rangers..n they gave me an outfit which cost 200L$..logged off..met qx at rumbia lrt station n trained to town..saw krystal & her bf there..slacked at starbucks,walked over to Taka for wonderful dinner..trained home separately..back to qx hse,slacked like no one business..called dad n told him i won't be home for the night,he said ok..i guessed they knew what happened..it is extremely awarkard for us to share a room..i m into the rp oversized t-shirt n qx oversize jacket..
the special thing about today shopping trip was that we both wore the subcrew cap!off to bed..

saturday was a blast..family dinner n met up with qx n clinque at night..went over to qx's hse at night and he played dota n completely ignored me!
sunday was not spent by working but instead it was spent slacking at home,family dinner + qx..
monday was shopping at JB with family & neighbour...spent money like no one business..found my long waited cap!exp but worth it..

HANNAH,ELAINE,KRYSTAL,BOSWELL,LYNETTE,IF U GUYS SEE THIS POST DO REMEMBER CALL ME ASAP!

any kind souls want to company me down to tanah merah ferry terminal next wk to get our tickets?those who are going for desaru trip pls transfer the money to my bank account..

please don ask me why your name is not here,have not been seeing you around for quite some time..i learnt when it is the right time to let go of things..been quite into black these days..

4th Sep
met up with Zhen..waited for her at the LRT station,our usual meeting place during secondary sch to take the lrt to sch..i miss those days..headed to Bugis..lunch at Pastamania...shopped arnd the place,took neoprints....chatted everywhere we go..we seems to have endless topic to talk about..i bought Kimizora,mickey organiser n stuffs at Muji..Zhen bought a pair of flats..headed back to basement for snacks..NACHO CHEESE FRIES for me,PANG PANG JI for zhen..i was being the blur sotong by assuming that there is one bus there that we could change but yah the bus doesn't stop at the particular bus stop..bused home..bathed,changed and met up with qx,mike n elaine at rm....qx's home for the night..

5th Sep
overslept n qx skipped sch..town in search of stuffs..due to qx's temptation,i bought a GUESS bag!it was 100% based on impulse..my heels was almost killing me,coffee session at Paragon...we were trying to act clever by taking the train back to vivo then to Kovan to meet jason,hannah n krystal for dinner at Thai Express..we ordered food that was enough to feed 8 people!qx n jason are gluttons bcos they finished all the food!
Lin Qing Xiang You Are A Glutton!

6 Sep
daddy is coming back,heading to the airport later..family dinner at night!

no matter what lies in the future,i still love you.just like how we first got to know each other,i still like the way we bully each other,the way we play stupid games,the way we act childish in front of everybody,the way we go gaga over choosing neoprint machine,the way we laughed while playing PSP,the way you "scold" me just because i cry over those very sad stories..promise me we will stay like this forever.no matter how old we get,you will still be by my side..i want to whisper to you that i heart you!

walked over to rm for breakfast at 6am!!!!!breakfast at mac with qx...bused to woodlanes with him,crapped in the bus as usual...part of our conversation on the bus was:

qx:"u end work at 5pm todae hor?i end sch at 4.30 den later i go ur hse HELP ME CUT MY NAILS,can?"

me:"y mus i cut ur nails?"

直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个每好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你相逢
她早已经不再对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔
直到爱消失你才懂得
去珍惜身边每个每好风景
只是她早已离去
直到你相逢
她早已经不在对你留恋
最后的你
开始了一段挣扎
`````哦``````
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
为什么不说心里话
你深爱她
这是每个人都知道啊
你那么爱她
为什么不把她留下
是不是你有深爱的两个她
所以你不想再让自己无法自拔

sounds meaningful to someone?

i am just done replying to tags,i sent an email to my manager regarding my shift time..i am going to work only until 4pm everyday in order to accomodate to friends who are dating me..i will be working alone at PP,qx is starting sch on tue!
i didn't turn up at work today..same goes for elaine n qx..all thanks to my bright brilliant ideas..town with them..

zhen zhen,m i dating u on friday?

i just want to start everything all over again with you.i don't want choices,i want only you,just you and no one else.i want us to start both of our life at a brand new point,a brand new beginning,a brand new life.i promise i will kick all my bad habits away,i will stop spending money like water,i promise i will stop staying out late,i promise to hold on and never let go.can you give me this one chance to honour all these promise,i really want.
no one understand me the way you does
no one give in to me the way you does
no one show the kind of patience you does
no one knows what i wants more than you
no one will bring me an umbrella in order to shelter me from the rain
no one will order me egg tofu like you did
no one will remember what stuffs i am allergic to like how you did
no one was there like the way you did,24/7

just like how i wanted
to be there for you
to share your troubles
to cook you your favourite food
to watch you play dota
to play the stupid yet funny childhood game
to buy tons of our favourtie snacks
to slack our whole night away at changi beach counting the planes that flew past
to always correct your mistakes
to pinch you for fun
to see the way you laugh like a kid the moment you see chocolates

tell me you will be here..i promised no matter what i won't leave,i won't back off this time round..

Hannah:
only for a few times wad!!!!!!!haha....when r u dating me?

Huix2:
i will link u....hahaha...i dreamt of u!!!

Gary:
wad makes u so sure?i smell something fishy going on!!

Elaine:
mike himself is alreadi a big headache...damn them,at once a few people call me at the same time!!!!!

Jason:
haha..where got big?i advertise on blog onli wad...u jealous ar?

Jasmine:
mail u the details already...

Peilin:
does it mean i m slower than u?omg omg omg omg omg!!!!!

Hannah:
after such a long long long time wad??

Boswell:
i don rmb u taking chem???wad chem portion??

Krystal:
stop complaining abt ur family....wad shine do u see???wad wad wad??

Jason:
i m not goin to work like mad cos i change my mind...u aso nv ask me go out....still owe me one treat lah...

Peilin:
haha...u lend me ur shoulders??

Qing xiang:
pls don throw awae....gucci wallet expensive leh....later i throw ur porter bag away...

Hannah:
i m not a forgetful dumb dumb...i love u too...

Gary:
hahaha...now not swollen liao...stay loving ar...

Elaine:
he since when Got treat me big treat??hahaha...i sent two codes to u liao...

Denise:
work hard for n lvls..rmb ur promise...

Jason:
u dun noe cos u r aso a slow slow dumb dumb!!!

Peilin:
y did u boo my care bear??

Elaine:
i m going to be like u once rp starts sch...

Hannah:
y u freak him on my blog??eek...haha...from nxt onwards wen i m working halfday i company u shop shop...retail therapy..

Tingy:
a long since i last saw u...getting prettier and prettier...u working for estee lauder??

Qing xiang:
y mus i sae thank you?u nv sae welcome one..

Elaine:
proud that i take the first place...omg omg omg omg omg omg...u are not my love...egg tofu is my love...wahaha...

Denise:
u too take care..got anything that u wan to tell me do text me..

Krystal:
thanks for ur praise..haha...u not free ma....

Hannah:
retail therapy make me smile!!!got the hint?

Zhenzhen:
haha....do u like the bag?mus carry the bag ar...haha...are we meeting on fridae??

Benjamin:
haha...i m fine...jia you for O lvl...

Joe:
haha..thanks for being the onli one praising me..haha.......

i was really happy for the two of you when i received your messages..i guessed i made the right choice by letting go and getting the two of you back together..i am fine and i guessed we did made the wrong choice by being together but i realised we made the right choice by letting go of each other and saying out what is in our heart to each other..thanks for your wishes and i won't let go this time round...

sunday:
i woke up at 7 plus today while i hit the bed at 4am plus jus this morning..i was woke up by qx call..i don understand what is he saying as the only thing i know was a big headache..met up wit qx & elaine at seragoon,bused to parkway...i keyed in alot of datas today..we had a very unique dinner today..bought cereal & milk at the supermarket,slacked and waited for mike to come with bowls n spoons..had cereal & milk for dinner..which should normally be for breakfast..

work again later...the happy thing is that my shift is ending at 3pm...decided to hit town with elaine & qx...my off day next wk is on saturday as dad is coming back on saturday...anyone who wants to date me,pls do text me!!!!i m waiting for your text!!!!

PEOPLE!!!!!I GOT A WHOLE LIST OF PEOPLE WHO MIGHT OR MIGHT NOT BE GOING FOR DESARU TRIP!!!!SO FAR ONLY 5 PEOPLE CONFIRMED WITH ME!!!!!SO,NO MATTER WHETHER YOU ARE GOING OR NOT,DO DROP ME AN SMS..HOWEVER IF I DON'T REPLY YOUR SMS,PLEASE TRY TO CALL ME OR LEAVE A MESSAGE AT MY VOICEMAIL AND I WILL TRY TO CALL YOU ASAP...DO MAKE AN EFFORT TO CONFIRM WITH ME BEFORE THURSDAY...I WILL BE CONFIRMING EVERYTHING BY FRIDAY..