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Rewind

to Elaine:
thanks aniwae..we haf gone for a nice dinner..haas...

to Krystal:
dat was a nice gathering and da food was nice..

to Jason:
i m happie..

to Jia wei:
we went to buy clothes alreadi..haas..sorrie for da late reply..

to Huiying:
thanks..haas..sorrie for da late reply..

to Hannah:
wen r we working together?since u nv intended to work at all..

to Nancy:
wen r u coming back?wad do u nid to buy care to send mii a email n will get it all ready for u...

to Human:
care to leave ur name nxt time round?

to Maine:
long time since i last chatted with u on MSN..our chat log is rusting..i dun noe y..wen r we goin to chat agn on MSN??

to Gary:
u got da present didn't u?long time since u last tag my dear..

to Krystal:
i was busy doin work dere4 nv reply u on MSN..i m not ignoring u...

to James:
we haf alreadi went for dinner..send mii da photos!!

to Gary:
u haf been named barney since ages ago..r u coming back soon??sorrie for mii ignoring u..i promised i won't ignore u agn...too bad..i jus cun stop calling u barney..

to Elaine:
sms replied n da doctor sae it was fine..better now le..haas..

to Yenta:
i goin agn in feb..end of feb..we shall go shopping agn..

to JH:
haas..but how come i got the wrong msg??convey the right msg nxt time round..

to Jesse:
in da end i was working..haas..show mii fotos of da wedding..haas..

to Gary:
u left mii too mani offline messages..stop leaving mii offline msg..u shud jus sms mii..can u come back earlier..

to Elaine:
i did not..u all refused to join us..shud be da other wae round..u dumped mii..

to Bryan:
u complained n told mii dat da food wasn't nice..but u finish it all..

to Charmaine:
i will bake once i haf da time..haas..

to Hannah:
i noe my cookies is nice dat y everyone is asking for it..haas..will bake soon..

to Gary:
ur soon is so long...long long..

to Elaine:
u r keeping ur mouth tight?i doubt so..u left a tag bcos u felt like tagging..wahahaha..

to Pei:
continue laughing n no one will fetch u from da airport on sat..no one will be willing to share ur room wit u on sat!!

to Krystal:
i dun understand wad u r talking abt...

to Gary:
i noe u oways meant wad u sae..

to Maine:
we shall meet up tonite..wahahaha...

to Zhen:
thanks..wen r we meeting up??

to Elaine:
damn u..i was onli joking abt dat..u shud be da one getting married bah...

to Bryan:
it shud be clementi to bedok then bedok back to sengkang isn't da route that u take to sch m i rite?tink agn..it is far..real far..y not u try taking dis route..clementi to sengkang, sengkang to bedok..try dis...

to Hannah:
y r u replying his tags??

da ting is dat i cun wait for CNY n holidays..
once agn i will be flying to HK..to spend two weeks dere wit Marmi n auntie..
so it is Gary's responsibility to bring us arnd..haas..
i cun wait for my trip to HK once agn..
flying off on da 24th..might be flying off earlier or maybe right after my exams..in da nite i might fly over..da date is not confirm yet..cos marmi n auntie might join mii later as dey haf got tings to settle be4 goin to HK..
so i might get to spend a few days alone wit gary..won't be staying over at his hse..
but will be meeting his parents to haf dinner..shall bring someting for dem agn..

meeting Hannah at compass point..but i noe dat she will be late n she knew dat i will be late..
Lynette's wedding dinner on dis sundae..

big announcement is dat:
TAN PEILIN IS COMING BACK THIS SATURDAY..
FLIGHT NUMBER PLS SMS ME TO KNOW MORE..
AND IF YOU ALL ARE COMING TO FETCH HER FROM THE AIRPORT ALSO PLS SMS ME OR LEAVE A TAG HERE..
THANKS..

if i tel every single of my friends i will be getting married at da end of dis year..
wad will be their reaction?
wad will be ur reaction?(u noe i m referring to u)

dis was onli a wad if question..i m not getting married..
bused to Bedok to meet Bryan for dinner but end up eating noting..
cos wen i saw da food..i jus dun feel like eating..same ting happened agn in da evening..wen i bused to CP to meet elaine..
she ordered pasta..
AND I DIDN'T EAT A SINGLE MOUTH..
i ordered ice cream but in da end choon hin came down n helped mii finished all dat..
i haf not been eating well recently..wen i see food..i feel like puking..which makes mii reject food..dis shouldn't be da case i guess..i shud be eating..
but i m not..
n choon hin hit mii real hard on da back wen he knew dat i wasn't eating aniting..

BCOMM PRESENTATION IS OVER..
how happie can i get?i m left wit onli one presentation which is CIP..
how gd can dat be?meeting up wit da peeps on thurs to go out..but i dun noe where..
i guess a wonderful wed which i dun haf lessons on is goin to disappear..
i got to head down to Cindy's office n help cousins get sometings done..wad a wonderful holidae dat is gone..was tinking of goin shopping ALONE..
real alone..


dis is wad happened wen ur bf is overseas..
GARY WONG I M NOT GRUMBLING HERE..
but it is jus dat it has been a month since i last seen u...
I JUST HAPPENED TO MISS MY BF HERE..
dun worrie..
i m not getting sad or unhappie..

i m troubled but at the same time happie..no one else can get such a feeling..i dun noe wad is happening...i seem to be enjoying my days now..
i haf everyting i need now..i won't ask for more..cos it will be too greedy to do dat..
I AM LOOKING FORWARD TO YOU COMING BACK..

anyone care to buy me orange or Barney or Doraemon to cheer me up?

Labels: i miss Barney alot..

wen i m supposed to be pulling up my sales..i m blogging..todae i posted alot..didn't i?
i m angry..real pissed off todae..
but yah dere was traffic jam den michelle was kind n nice enuf to cover for mii..but i haf to take over her for two hours earlier tmr..which means it is time to buck up my sales..
quite a gd number of sales..
my dinner was from my ladies..thanks to dem..
will be meeting up wit bryan after work..
jus to pass mii all da cranes dat he has folded...
i dun noe for wad...
but thanks aniwae..somehow on MSN u managed to cheer mii up...

friends..
hu cheer mii up on MSN dis afternoon thanks..it help..

ladies..
jus wan to sae thank you..

gary..
u signed in to MSN jus bcos u saw my msg..at least dat made mii sure..
i noe u wan tings to remain like dis..i noe dat u dun wan to change my way of life now..but i jus wan to let u noe dat u aso mean alot to mii..

Labels: i love you too..

I HATE EVERYTHING..REALLIE EVERYTING..STOP DAT FREAKING NONSCENCE..
IT WON'T DO ANY GOOD..
I JUST FEEL LIKE CRYING N DOIN NOTING ELSE..

I M NOT GETTING PISSED OFF FOR NOTING...
BUT I M REAL PISSED OFF..
DUN BOTHER TALKING TO MIII..

ANI TIME NOW I M GOIN TO CRY NOW..

i meant it reallie..
i meant it wen i told u i wanted u to be here..
i meant it wen i complained to u abt everyting..
i meant it wen i told u i m goin to cry real soon..
i meant it wen i said i love u..
i meant it wen i sae we were like da mood and da sun..
i meant it wen i sae dat i felt troubled..
i meant it wen i thought dat seeing u will make mii happier..


i meant everything when i said all those..
it wasn't meant to be kept in my heart..
i just hoped that u were here..
can you just tell me something which i wanted to hear..
stop telling me that you won't want me to make a choice..


CAN YOU FOR ONCE TELL ME THAT I HAVE TO MAKE A CHOICE..
FOR YOUR SAKE AND FOR MY SAKE AND FOR EVERYONE ELSE SAKE..
TELL ME TO MAKE A CHOICE..

tel mii it is onli a dream..
tel mii u r still dere..
tel mii u nv wanted mii to make a choice..
tel mii it was still like be4..
tel mii i got someting to look forward to on Feb 8..
tel mii noting haf changed..
tel mii CATS is ending todae..
tel mii u r not giving up..
tel mii projects deadlines are still far..
tel mii exams is still far awae..

stop telling mii everyting dat i dun wan to listen..
tel mii all those tings dat i wish to listen..
tel mii it was forever..
I DUN WAN TO MAKE ANI CHOICES..
TELL MII THIS IS JUST A DREAM...

deep in my hart i knew i love u..

Labels: gary is loved..but does he noe?

u nv told mii missing u was such a tedious chores..
u nv mention dat days without u was so tough..
u ask me how i felt..

WHERE R YOU!!!
I NEED YOU TO BE HERE!!!

i need someone to discuss wit..
wit all these problems in my hart isn't working..

i dun noe wad to do...

but one ting i noe is dat
BRYAN ONG COMPLAINED OF MY COOKING..wen i m so kind to actually cook for him..

u left mii tinking..u were another one hu asked mii which was left or right hand..u were da one hu dun mind my laughter..
i m left tinking..i dun noe wad is best for mii..
i dun noe wad i wan..i jus hope dat u can be dere..
i dun noe wad else can i expected..m i getting tired of jus smsing u everydae..m i getting worried and unhappie dat we can onli meet up like once in 3 months?i dun noe...
i hope i m not..i cun simply find another one hu can tolerate mii da wae u did..i dun noe how did i end up tinking..but u were da one hu invaded my thoughts..
i dun noe whether i m not strong enuf in my stand or wad..but i noe i wish u were here..

leading a real stressful life now..projects deadline,exams coming soon..n my sales is still as usual..not reallie veri gd..but i hope dat i can pull up my sales..pull up my results..chatted wit Gary while i was on da bus coming hm..he went out wit Micheal dey all..n he is goin to buy mii tons of tings which i did not buy when i was in HK..haas..n he complained dat if his luaggage is overweight i will haf to pay for all da fees..haas..
tons of notes to be printed..tutorials not done..projects not finished..i dun noe wad i mus still do..
stock take tmr..can u imagine how late we will drag on??
from 10pm all da wae to..i guess is arnd 2am den i can go hm..i hate dat..
haf to cab home all da wae from chinatown..i wonder how exp it will be..
off to chat wit gary agn..
shall reply tags during the wkend...

GARY WONG IS NOW OFFICIALLY NAMED BY ME AS BARNEY..
slacking here at Starbucks..same as ytd..now is wit sok n elaine..
had KFC wit elaine ytd..den 2dae was Swensens..
n we continue slacking here..paid my phone bills n i hoped dat it has been connected back..
work tmr full shift..n guess wad..sat is a stock take dae..n everyone has to be present..so fine..i dun haf ani programmes for sat yet..meanwhile..let mii complete MIEC de notes..will update once agn wen i haf da time..tags will agn be replied late..

i knew dat i wan to stop time..for more purposes..
so dat i can spend more time wit gary,so dat i can haf more gathering wit those peeps,aso to complete work dat were undone..
but i knew i can't stop time..n i can onli make da best out of it..
it was gary's bdae ytd..chatted wit him on da fone ytd nite..send him a card instead of da present dat i intended to..cos was afraid dat it might get spoil in da middle of sending..i gotta go n complete my work be4 heading to sch..

say bye to 2007..say good bye to all those unwanted memories of the year..say good bye to those unhappi tings dat happened in dat yr...
new year resolutions:
1)be independent n stop relying on ppl..
2)treasure what i haf..learn not to ask for too much..
3)stop drinking so much..(referring to both coffee n alcohol)
4)stop relying on others to help mii solve my problems..
5)continue to work n study hard..
6)get gd results so dat might be able to go Aus to futher studies after the 3 year in poly..

i m bored..meeting up wit chia wei n choon hin dey all later..at changi..DAMN LEE CHOON HIN..y meet dere??i haf to go dere by bus while u all haf bike..n no one is kind enuf to fetch mii..
i found someting in my luagge..a set of pearl accessories..from gary's mother..i dun noe wad was da actual reason dat she gave mii dat..but was veri kind of ppl to gif mii dat..she aso bought tons of local products for mii to bring back..n she passed mii another set of jade accessories for my mother..
gary called mii jus now..he went counting down wit his friends..da usual peeps..which made my stay dere enjoyable aso..

kies..i shud go meet dem..
FRIDAE IS A SELF-DECLARED HOLIDAE..
n i will be going JB wit jason n da rest..n dat makes up for da JB shopping trip dat my parents n aunties went while i was still in HK..